It's been a while

since I have posted. I am in so many ways still grieving my friend Bobbie.
I have ended up writing 3 more poems. I'm sure everyone is going to be tired of reading how I feel about this, but I miss her. So here are all 3 poems.

More Bobbie

Bobbie dear
You left me here
But your legacy carries on
I share about your courage to
carry your life forward
For those who need to know that
things can happen, but life doesn't
have to end
You fought well and hard,
touching many lives, I have to say
So in my heart you will always stay

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I Have Learned

A true shaman's mate I was told always dies.
Even though I set you free
I know you will always be with me
The British wolf and the American wolf in the
alternet realms we will always run
Your courage you have passed to me and
with me will always be
I promise dear to carry on
This path of strength
This path of love
I know will never fade

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Sorry Folks

Sorry folks if I bore you now
My grieving time has carried on
My heart still heals for one so dear
who was taken bodily away from here
Her spirit is free and healthy
While in the last of her life her body wasn't
Her courage and strength impress me still
Her intelegence had me astounded
For one so young to go through so much
and loose a terrible battle
I think I will miss her for quite a while
for when we talked on the net I could
"hear" her smile
We looked for each other to be online
To get our fill of the emotional touch
that I know ment so much
Not just for one, but both of us

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So the tears still fall for the freind that has gone on.
I leave myself open to feel all around me as I have never done before.
In the past I would think thoughts that would help me freeze all feelings
and emotions.
I have been told that this is growth, but I will reserve my thoughts on that
for next year at this time. That way I can see if I have grown or not.