Yeah Right... Yes I am being a bitch cause...
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
It's the perfect time to ask for a really big favor, score an invitation to an ultra-exclusive event or get a rise out of that supposedly unattainable love interest. Not only will you meet with a warm reception, but you'll actually be invited back for more, thanks to your charm and sincere delight in these new opportunities. Leave any hesitancy or nervousness behind. If you act fast, you'll make the most of this chance.
...after the last week and a half to two weeks, what I would like, want etc... are in one case not a reality and it hurt to deal with it.
I may have lost a good friend because of my behavior and as much as that hurts too, I will live. Not that I care much about "Love or being In Love" anymore cause all I have ever gotten out of that is pain.
Yes I will be honest I am saying this out of hurt and anger, but I am working it out of my system and life which is more then I would have done even a year ago.
Prior to this I might write it out, but I held the hurt inside instead of letting it out as I am as I type these words.
The tears are flowing very freely.
One of these days I will quit shooting myself in the foot and hampering my life... I guess this is growth of a sort.
So till the heart quits hurting I will go back to standing aloof. It's quieter and safer for me.
It's the perfect time to ask for a really big favor, score an invitation to an ultra-exclusive event or get a rise out of that supposedly unattainable love interest. Not only will you meet with a warm reception, but you'll actually be invited back for more, thanks to your charm and sincere delight in these new opportunities. Leave any hesitancy or nervousness behind. If you act fast, you'll make the most of this chance.
...after the last week and a half to two weeks, what I would like, want etc... are in one case not a reality and it hurt to deal with it.
I may have lost a good friend because of my behavior and as much as that hurts too, I will live. Not that I care much about "Love or being In Love" anymore cause all I have ever gotten out of that is pain.
Yes I will be honest I am saying this out of hurt and anger, but I am working it out of my system and life which is more then I would have done even a year ago.
Prior to this I might write it out, but I held the hurt inside instead of letting it out as I am as I type these words.
The tears are flowing very freely.
One of these days I will quit shooting myself in the foot and hampering my life... I guess this is growth of a sort.
So till the heart quits hurting I will go back to standing aloof. It's quieter and safer for me.

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