Tuesday, September 27, 2005

These were good words for me...

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
If you go looking for drama, you're sure to find it -- but will you like it once you do? There's the rub. Wouldn't it be easier to figure out what it is you need from the party in question and then have a discussion about it? It's normal if voices get raised and emotions run high, but that's a far cry from charging into a situation with both barrels blazing, which (come on, be honest) is what you're tempted to do. Increase the peace instead.

today. I did stay out of the line of fire and I didn't do anything to create drama.
Now to find more fragments of me and put them where they belong.
I have no regrets about my life as I am the one who has done and brought on myself by my own actions.
If I hadn't done some of the things, made some of the choices I wouldn't be the person I am today. Yet I still have things to make ammends for, and better choices to make for me.
What brought some of this on?
A discussion in one of the pagan groups that I am in about children.
Thinking of the three that I gave birth to and then when they were 7, 5, and 3; their father and I had to make a choice to either give them up and pick out the family or they would get taken away and maybe put into different homes.
To Roger, Melinda and Laura, I'm sorry I wasn't a better mom and I wish you all enough of the good, bad, the things you need and every once in a while something you want. I don't know if you will ever see these words, but I hope you feel what my heart is sending to you.
To anyone else that I have managed to piss off lately I'm sorry.

To the rest of anyone who reads this I wish you love, friendship and a happy heart.

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