Re: Ahhh TV - cheap entertainmentby

gryphonelder (49/F/just writing)

07/17/05 09:02 amMsg: 6 of 6

**Naah only IDIOTS watch that stuff (Bill O'Rielly and the Fox Network)**

Aaahhh but dear I have to have material for my blog Gryph's Rants.
I know I've been slacking on it lately, but... I soon shall be back in butt kicken form.

The Days Without

The days without talking to one particular friend are slowly
easing in pain.
The days without talking to one special friend while the thought
is still there the tears are now less then before.
The days without one beautiful woman namedBobbie around
to joke and tease with are slowly fading to a wonderful
memory of loving friendship.

Anyway the trolls won't get their way in the end. :P (yep it's intentional) hehehe

I sent this to the email addy of Bobbie....

just to see what would happen and if anyone was there to read what I wrote.

I Thought

I though I would try just one last time
to see what would happen.
I don't understand why you made
such an impact on my life.
After all you were thousands of miles
away.
But something in the way we talked left us
looking to see each other.
With out the wonderful computer we wouldn't
have met and even though you're gone
it's something I won't regret.


A couple days later I had this one come to me.
I think it's for the person who got hold of me after I sent the poem above.

Now

Now I know
Now I see why you were bugging me
to send something off in that direction
The need is strong for love and affection
The hurt, the loss so hard to bear without
someone so dear.
It's always the things that get left unsaid
that cause the major tears.

Skye, I hope you read this and get back to me.
I think we need to talk.

It's been a while

since I have posted. I am in so many ways still grieving my friend Bobbie.
I have ended up writing 3 more poems. I'm sure everyone is going to be tired of reading how I feel about this, but I miss her. So here are all 3 poems.

More Bobbie

Bobbie dear
You left me here
But your legacy carries on
I share about your courage to
carry your life forward
For those who need to know that
things can happen, but life doesn't
have to end
You fought well and hard,
touching many lives, I have to say
So in my heart you will always stay

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I Have Learned

A true shaman's mate I was told always dies.
Even though I set you free
I know you will always be with me
The British wolf and the American wolf in the
alternet realms we will always run
Your courage you have passed to me and
with me will always be
I promise dear to carry on
This path of strength
This path of love
I know will never fade

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Sorry Folks

Sorry folks if I bore you now
My grieving time has carried on
My heart still heals for one so dear
who was taken bodily away from here
Her spirit is free and healthy
While in the last of her life her body wasn't
Her courage and strength impress me still
Her intelegence had me astounded
For one so young to go through so much
and loose a terrible battle
I think I will miss her for quite a while
for when we talked on the net I could
"hear" her smile
We looked for each other to be online
To get our fill of the emotional touch
that I know ment so much
Not just for one, but both of us

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So the tears still fall for the freind that has gone on.
I leave myself open to feel all around me as I have never done before.
In the past I would think thoughts that would help me freeze all feelings
and emotions.
I have been told that this is growth, but I will reserve my thoughts on that
for next year at this time. That way I can see if I have grown or not.